Saturday, 9 March 2013

About my research work

A Dream that is going to be true...



Doing Ph.D. is really a dream for me, but actually it was a dream of my parents that i adopted to make true. I got ragistered for it in July2006 in Chaudhary Charan Singh University, Meerut, UP. But it was nt as much easy to got ragistered for Ph.D. before this a Supervisor from the same University Campus fooled me for 1 year but he refused to ragistered me under him as a researcher. When I visited him for first time for doing Ph.d. he said its ok u r a bright student surely i'll help u, he guided me to make research proposal for that i collected the material in every way i could. I visited lots of libraries including USA & British Ambessies, Sahitya Academy Library even i vivited the author Mr. Ruskin Bond 3 times to make sure that i m opting a reasonable topic of my research. Than came the time to visit my supervisor but everytime he send me empty hand without giving me any satisfying answer in this way he wasted my 14 months and in last what he did ? He send to me at his juniors office to settle the final formalities, the same time he demanded for money to make me ragistered under him. i was shocked! I said money for what the university is paying u to do this, u r liable to do this.. this is ur moral duty also but u know whta he said? He said shamelessly that "why I should take pain for u?" I replied bcoz u are appointed here to take pains for students, but he refused all my logics n arguments than i asked him boldly "Sir, how much u paid to sit here? he said this is nt the way to talk to ur Teacher, i said u r nt a teacher u r a salesman, n u must shame on ur attitude but i cant afford this Degree, i took back my research proposal n left that place. I was feeling helpless, a respected Professor wasted my 14 months. Again i started searching for the guide n after 8 months I met my current supervisor Dr. Aruna Sharma,  I explained her everything, she assured me that i hv no need to get worried or going anywhere else.        


   Now my worries came to an end after meeting her Dr. Aruna Sharma is HOD English at AKPG College Hapur, UP from then i respect her a lot. She is very much caring n coperative, she guided me in a cool way, she boost me with a new confidance n created a unique insight under me to observe the things. But again here came my badluck, i stucked into a job at PIIT Engr. n Management Collage, GZB. This job made me extreamely busy my research got interrupted, same time i got married due to that i got very careless for it. In this way i wasted 7 years of my research work but again i working for it with a new enthusiasm, n i hope that very soon i m going to complete it. The topic of my research is A Specific Study of Themes n Techniques in the Novels of Ruskin Bond,  if anyone have any material of it pls do post at my blog.

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